First love.

The reason why we think first love is beautiful is not because the person we first loved was handsome or pretty. It’s because we were unconditional, innocent and a bit stupid during our first love. And because we know we can never go back to those young and passionate days.

First love is a bit impulsive. Without any calculation, we passionately throw ourselves in and ultimately face failure. But it is also dramatic. It comes with inexplicable feelings that we will never experience again. So first love becomes the most dramatic moment of our lives. It’s okay to fail. Tragic stories maintain longer than “happily ever after”. It’s nice to have that wonderful story as one chapter of life. First love is a period of time. It never comes back. If another love comes, time has to yield for that new love. It may not be as innocent as that first love, but it will be more mature due to the pain suffered from the first love. A person who dreams of love is the one who waits and the person that waits can recognize love when it is near them. After the romance, real life begins. Innocence is dirtied, passion turns cold, youth gets old with wisdom. First love becomes part of one’s exhausting daily life. That’s why first love seems unattainable. Because no one talks about a successful romance with first loves.

Loving someone is a good thing so it’s okay to be like this. There isn’t a tragic drama in my life, but there’s a familiarity, like an old sweater. And if it gets tired, there’s an excitement to open it again.

Answer Me 1997 - Episode 16

Sacrifice

“Even without love, I can live fine alone. It’s not like I’ve always had what I wanted. In my life not even once.. I was never selfish nor full of greed. The things I want to do, the things I want, the things I wish for, have I ever even had any of those for at least once in my whole life? I can live fine without love. I will find a way to survive.”

—	Kang Maru, The Innocent Man(Nice Guy) EP20

Nice Guy aka The Innocent Man

A minha série preferida vai acabar esta semana, estou mesmo tristeee.

Chorei tanto a ver isto!!!!!!

Nem quero ver como vai ser o final...

Quando vemos histórias parecidas á nossa vida ficamos tão ligados ao decorrer dos acontecimentos, se algo falha achamos logo que na nossa vida isso vai acabar por falhar também!

Como irá ficar este romance?!...e como irá ficar o meu romance?...eis a questão!

“Father, one day a woman walked into my life. I hurt her deeply with the harshest words possible. I pushed her away as much as I could but, she still came back to me. She is so much like me. I look at myself often when I look at her. She has the physical wounds that I have. The tears that fill my brain are flowing through her heart as well. I gave her those wounds. I made her cry. I should not have met her. I should have not allowed her to come into the life of a guy like me. Father, I am regretting it. This is the first time… that I have ever regretted in my life.”

Innocent Man - Nice Guy

I'll be waiting...forever

“Then just go. Besides, I’ll be waiting for you to come back… waiting for you to come back into my life. If our lives were a game of monopoly, no matter how many times you restart it, the outcome should be the same… because you are my destiny.” 

 Mu Cheng 

Autumn’s Concerto

(Eu estou á espera, estarei sempre...nem que isso demore uma vida inteira!
Porque sei que tu...tu és a tal pessoal)

Recônditos Sentimentos

“I like you. No matter how hard I try not to like you, no matter how hard I try to erase you… my efforts are so fruitless to the extent that I get angered by it.” 

  Jan Di (Boys Over Flower)

(Muitas vezes penso que o melhor é deixar de gostar de ti, queres o teu espaço e sei que não me consegues dar uma resposta...e ás vezes penso em "eliminar-te" do meu coração, mas é tão dificil!)